I am an act of God &
a natural disaster

freedom per say...

...we all say things like..."i want to be free"...i want no boundries....and for the moment i'm saying them again to myself as "Explosions in the Sky" pulsates the soundtrack to victory, remorse, and flights yet to be taken. If you knew the band I was speaking of, you'd understand how the typing literally swells, speeds, and decrescendos to the music unlike most "background" music we usually listen to.


ahhhh...to be free indeed...to not care who reads the words....to be completly enamered in the moment, in the breath realizing I could have died today just as much as any other, and yet I am alive and free to love or hate or regret......

to truly watching explosions in the sky, the melting of ideals into solace for the moment....pipe dreams, reactionarys hold no sway over this little room, hidden away from the world, but the sun still finds its barren windows...and the wind still caresses the ancient cobblestones...

to see the flicker, the sparks, and know even if just for a second that it may just be alright for a moment...lifetimes can wait...thousands can die at the feet our their ancestors who would have begged them to know sooner what they know now...........

Depression=pointlessness+waste of time-money.

the only thing more futile than anti-depressents
is online dating.......

Protect your nest egg
Defend your stocks
Hold your doors back with
Chains and locks.